Thread:Chartfanlover/@comment-2081368-20181209170147/@comment-2081368-20181213035644

Not to mention my mother is dying. That’s right, my mother, that had been a main character in my life forever for 10 years, 8 years, pretty much forever, is dying.

She would talk to people at my school and have conferences, more recently on the phone.

The other night my aunt Melinda said she has 4-6 weeks left to live according to the doctors.

When it is the weekend (and I think every weekend after until she goes) I am going to see her, a very different person. Apparently she lost hair, can be confined to a wheelchair, lost a lot of weight. (So did Tammi Terrell.) I thought it was bad enough that an Olympian was battling two cancers at the same time (brain and esophageal), but my mother is battling three cancers at the same time (breast, head, and spine).

She spent so much quid on so many books and so many vitamins to treat the autism I had for at least most of my life. (People are saying I still do, but I don’t think I do, based on tests, but I realize because of the so called stupid dog, it didn’t matter.) She made an effort to even treat depression and handed me a book about how to fight depression.

When I was diagnosed with autism, the doctors told my mother I might never be able to talk. Thankfully I am probably because of her. She didn’t expect me to make good progress on my own. (I’m certainly not saying I cannot make it.)

I think my autism has been gone for two years (other people just doubt it, I guess because I’m too traumatized by such a dog, not to mention she got rid of an eye infection the dog had given me by saliva that flew to my eye by his exceedingly long and exceedingly loud barking last year.), it’s because of my soon of be late mother, the vitamins, she got me a tetanus shot because the dog bit me 8 times on both legs because I could’ve been dead.

She always intended to make food that I liked. She got me a lot of games, she got me my own flat screen TV nearly 3 years ago. She would spend so much money on so many other things for me, keep me separated from bad guys in my school, such as a black guy that moved a chair so I crashed on my ass six years ago, and two job coaches that were very rebarbative to me when I didn’t intend to piss them off, and even someone who death threatened me.

There were signs of a bit of love and a bit of affection. It felt like I have had her for a bit of forevers, even though it is by no means relatively long. My father said “you’ll miss her, believe me.” It appears my father and I have a lot of work to do over the next few days.

My mother was exceedingly worried about me for the last two decades of her life, bought things to treat the autism, bought things to make me happy, and healthy, attempted to make me “freak out with happiness”.

You know, the loss of a mother, who was a huge autism fighter. She was exceedingly worried about me, and I’m not even 20 years old.

People would think I would have a hard time managing things on my own. Imagine this, and the hugest autism fighter (by a long shot) is exiting the world.

This weekend my dying mother, who had made a substantial, substantial effort to weaken autism, will see me. She is apparently not the same as she was.

How does a person she had seen me as in the last 20 years, not consider an autism fighting mother, the ultimate ally? And now she is going after a short time.

And people might say, autism is not a get out of jail free card, and if it isn’t, Autism is difficult, end of story. Do you even know what it is like for them to have autism?

My mother must be exceedingly, exceedingly terrified for me, that I’m not gonna be as superior as a typical adult, probably like you, or your teachers, or even my teachers. I haven’t seen anyone who was as determined as my mother to weaken the autism, but my mother is going.

My mother must be thinking this is a huge catastrophe! She must think I’m screwed. (I would say not likely, because of my calculated determination, but still, and who is even 100% sure?)

Come to think of it, Plankton has been suffering losses recently, he just doesn’t lose the creator of SpongeBob, but one of his fans is losing his mother, who was the ultimate autism fighter, and intended to be the ultimate helper, in the last 20 years of her soon to be TERMINATED (just like GlobeVote) life.